Tired of deciding

It was one of those nights where the conversation had just kind of stalled. We were all sitting there, phones in hand, and someone had asked the question that always comes up. 'So, what are we doing?'I remember looking at the faces around me, waiting for someone else to have an answer. I didn't have one. I just felt tired of the back-and-forth.

Letting the numbers decide

I think I just wanted the noise in my head to stop. The pros and cons for every little thing were starting to blur together into a single, heavy feeling.It wasn't about finding the best option anymore. It was about finding any option at all, so we could just move on with the evening.

A quiet kind of relief

There's a strange peace that comes when you hand the choice over to something else. The responsibility just... lifts.You don't have to defend it or explain it. It just is. And for a moment, all that mental energy you were spending on deciding is suddenly free.It felt less like making a decision and more like accepting an outcome. And sometimes, that's exactly what you need.